So I am sitting here, supposedly translating an industry analysis for work, English to Chinese, about the Alcohol Industry. But somehow the characters are not translating well into my head…alcohol has been a foreign figure to me since years ago. No alcohol can spark the chemistry without a group of lovely friends and a reason to celebrate for.
Too much of my life passed without been acknowledged, and I seem to let it be that way, for the past year at least. I just wanted time to pass, hoping one day that I will be able to leave this boring place and go back to what it used to be. Somehow, nothing has been done, and I haven’t exactly figured out a way to turn back time. I tried to fill up my time with dance, yoga, fashion design, gmat even accounting (yuck) classes, but I think what I really lack is a group of close friends who can share my life with me.
This Friday I’m gona break out of my shell and attend this TAS alumni get together event. I would never associate myself with a tas kid. Simply because I did not fit in the ABC scene or the “my dad is someone important in Taiwan that I get picked up by black vans with security after school” scene. Nevertheless I’ve decided to give those kids another chance. Even though I can never become one of them, maybe it won’t hurt to meet some new people. I probably need to break out of my circle and meet some people who actually hang out, unlike my high school friend and my coworkers. Sorry I love you guys but sometimes I need more than just sitting around chatting about office drama. Ha and man it feels good to blab about things, not caring if my grammar is correct (thanks to the gmat).